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An excerpt from Chapter One The Lotus Feet of Sri Guru |
nama
om visnu-padaya krsna-presthaya bhu-tale
srimate bhaktivedanta-svamin iti namine
namas
te sarasvati-deva-gaura-vani-pracarine
nirvisesa-sunyavadi-pascatya-desa-tarine
Repeatedly we offer our prayers at the lotus feet of the guru, who is the expert navigator that can ferry us across the dreadful ocean of material existence. Unless one gets the causeless mercy of guru and Gauranga one will never be able to cross over this dreadful ocean and go to the other side, to our eternal home beyond the material world, the abode of the Lord. Therefore I offer prayers at the lotus feet of that guru, who is the expert navigator to ferry me across this dreadful ocean and take me to the abode of the Lord.
sri-guru-carana-padma, kevala-bhakati-sadma
bandon mui savadhana mate
janhara
prasade bhai, e bhava toriya jai
krsna-prapti hoy janha ha’te
"The lotus feet of the spiritual master are the abode of pure devotional service. I bow down to those lotus feet with great care and attention. My dear brother, it is through the grace of the spiritual master that we cross over this material existence and obtain Krishna." (1)
Only
by the mercy of Sri Guru can one cross over this dreadful ocean of material
existence, develop krsna-bhakti, and get Krishna. This is the krpa,
mercy, of Sri Guru. The lotus feet of Sri Guru are the abode of pure bhakti,
bhakati-sadma. I offer my prayers and respectful obeisances there with
utmost care, savadhana mate.
One
should understand what is sri-guru-carana-padma. The words “sri-guru“
are very significant.
“Sri” means
sobha, beauty;
sampada, transcendental wealth, or asset; and
srestha, the topmost. “sri-guru”
means that guru who is endowed with sri, with prema-bhakti. The
word ‘sri’ is used because there is no question of Sri Guru disappearing
or not being manifest. It is only applicable to a guru who is eternally
manifest. Otherwise such a word would not be used.
The Only Wealth
In
this world, Sri Guru is the only beauty or asset, wealth. There is nothing else.
Carana means feet. Sri-guru-carana-padma — the feet of Sri Guru
are compared to the lotus. This is also very significant. Why are his feet
compared to the lotus and not to anything else? The lotus flower looks very nice
and beautiful, and it also provides very sweet honey, madhu. The
bumblebee collects honey from different flowers, but especially from the lotus
flower. So what sort of special quality is there in the honey collected from the
lotus flower that is not present in the honey collected from other flowers? It
is a special type of honey known as
padma-madhu. The disciple who is like a bumblebee, who is very
hungry and greedy for that honey, relishes it.
Mellow of Bhakti
Although
the lotus flower grows out of the water, it is not touched by it. One of the
synonyms for water is rasa, mellow. The
feet of Sri Guru are compared to a lotus, but this lotus grows in the
transcendental water of bhakti-rasa, the mellow of bhakti. Such
are the lotus feet of Sri Guru. His lotus feet are
aprakrta, not material, but
transcendental. They are bhakati-sadma, the abode of transcendental bhakti-rasa
as well as all madhuri, beauty. The lotus looks beautiful to the eye
and is very attractive to the heart. Similarly, the shining lotus feet of Sri
Guru are very beautiful in the eyes of the disciple and very attractive to his
heart. All of the activities, form, qualities, and pastimes of Sri Guru are very
beautiful in the eyes of the sadhaka-bhakta. Through the eye of meditation the sadhaka-bhakta
sees the beautiful lotus feet of Sri Guru. Upon seeing those lotus feet he feels a soothing
effect in his afflicted heart. His heart is afflicted with the three tapas,
sufferings:
adhyatmika, sufferings arising from one’s own mind and
body;
adhidaivika, sufferings arising from nature; and
adhibhautika, sufferings arising from
other living entities. When the disciple meditates on the beautiful lotus feet
of Sri Guru he feels a soothing effect and his affliction is cooled down. At the
same time he also smells the nice scent that is coming from the lotus feet of
Sri Guru, like the scent that comes from the lotus.
Cooling Shade
The
bumblebee wanders everywhere, going to various types of flowers. One type of
flower is the
ketaki flower. That flower is found in
India, but not in the West. The tree on which the
ketaki flower grows, like the rose plant,
has thousands of thorns. The ketaki flower has a nice scent, and a
bumblebee that becomes attracted by the scent from the ketaki flower goes there. But because of
the many thorns on the tree his wings become torn and he feels so much pain and
affliction. The bumblebee thinks, “Where to go now? Can I get shelter in a
place where there is no pain and affliction? Where can I get peace?” After
wandering hither and thither, at last he comes to the lotus flower and
experiences the cooling, soothing effect there. He takes shelter inside the
lotus flower, sucks the sweet honey there, and thus gets nourishment.
Similarly,
the jiva who is wandering and wandering through the innumerable universes
and through the innumerable species of life of this material world —
brahmanda bhramite kona bhagyavan jiva
(2) — gets only more and more suffering, misery, and
torture. There is no cooling effect in the material world, which is like a
blazing forest fire — samsara-davanala. Nobody starts the forest fire,
but automatically by the rubbing of two pieces of wood the whole forest is
burned and the animals that live in the forest are burned to ashes. They feel
the burning heat, which is very painful. Similarly, the conditioned souls in
this material world feel the burning sensation coming from the three
tapas:
adhyatmika,
adhibhautika, and adhidaivika. After wandering through
innumerable universes and innumerable species of life, at last the fortunate
soul, bhagyavan jiva, comes to the lotus feet of Sri Guru and takes
shelter in the cooling shade there. As the bumblebee sucks honey from the lotus
flower, similarly, the guru-pada-padma, the lotus feet of Sri Guru, allow
that jiva, who is compared to the bumblebee, to suck the nice honey
whereby he gets real nourishment and also premananda, loving happiness.
Special Type of Honey
Padma-madhu, the honey collected from the lotus flower, is a
special type of honey. The
Ayurveda-sastra says that it is a good
medicine for the eye. If someone has some eye disease due to impurities in the
eye the kaviraj, ayurvedic doctor, will advise him to rub some padma-madhu in his eyes. Because of these
impurities one cannot see clearly and feels pain. Applying some padma-madhu on the eyes will clean out all
the impurities and then one will be able to see clearly. Similarly, the guru-pada-
padma-madhu, the honey emanating from the lotus feet of Sri
Guru, is so sweet and nectarean that if a fortunate disciple gets it and
relishes it then the disciple’s eyes will be cleansed of the material
conception.
Eyes of Knowledge
om ajnana-timirandhasya jnananjana-salakaya
caksur unmilitam yena tasmai sri-gurave namah
"I was born in the dense darkness of ignorance, blind, without real vision. Sri Guru, by his causeless mercy, has opened my eyes with the torchlight of knowledge." (3)
For
a person who has some painful eye disease, who cannot see well, the kaviraj will
advise him to apply some
padma-madhu by which the drsti-sakti,
the power to see clearly,
will develop. Then not only will he get nice eyesight but also he will be able
to see even very subtle things that he would otherwise never have been able to
see. Similarly, when one takes shelter at the lotus feet of Sri Guru and gets
the guru’s mercy, the guru allows the surrendered disciple to taste
that sweet honey emanating from the guru’s lotus feet. That is the medicine
whereby his material eyes will be cleansed of all material contamination. He
develops transcendental vision. He may have been blinded by the dense darkness
of ignorance,
ajnana-andhakara, but that will all be
gone now. The darkness is dispelled and he receives the eyes of knowledge — divya-jnana-caksu.
Sri Guru imparts tattva-jnana, and by his mercy the disciple develops
transcendental vision. With that vision he will be able to see the beautiful
form of the Supreme Lord, Syamasundar. This is the honey, or madhu, emanating
from the lotus feet of Sri Guru; it acts in such a wonderful way. Therefore the
phrase, ‘sri-guru-carana-padma’ is very significant — the lotus
feet of Sri Guru are compared to a lotus. Why is this comparison made and how to
explain it?
Wonderful Characteristic
Padma-madhu
cures eye disease and
clears out all the impurities from the eye, but it cannot clear the impurities
from the heart. However, the honey emanating from the lotus feet of Sri Guru,
guru-pada-padma-madhu, has such a special and wonderful characteristic
that it cures both the eye and the heart. Sri-guru-carana-
padma-madhu cleanses and purifies the heart so that it will
become a suitable place for Govinda, Krishna, to reside.
tomara hrdoye sada govinda-visram
govinda kohena—mora vaisnava paran (4)
Narottam
Das Thakur sings, “O vaisnava-thakura! Govinda, Krishna, resides
in your heart, which is like Vrindavan, the eternal abode of Govinda. He stays
there very blissfully and peacefully. He never leaves your heart.” The guru
makes the heart of his surrendered disciple a suitable place for Krishna to
reside. By giving the disciple shelter at his lotus feet and allowing him to
suck that special type of honey, which has that wonderful characteristic, the
heart of the surrendered disciple is cleansed.
Wandering Hopelessly
The
conditioned souls are like a diseased person suffering from various kinds of
material ills —
bhava-rogi. Their disease is very chronic.
They have already taken many medicines — allopathic, homeopathic, and
ayurvedic — but the disease is still not cured. The disease is incurable and
has become chronic. They have already lost their vitality, jivana-sakti, and
cannot digest any food. They have taken so many medicines and that has also
produced a bad effect. These days you will find so many strong drugs, but what
is their effect? They simply result in chronic incurable disease. People lose
their vitality and they cannot even eat anything because their digestive fire is
very low. How can they survive? They are dying. They cannot eat or digest anything.
The kaviraj
will advise, “You should only eat one thing — madhu. And especially
padma-madhu, the special type of honey
from the lotus flower.” He prescribes padma-madhu whereby they will regain their
vitality. This honey will give them life. Any other type of food cannot be
given, only
padma-madhu is advised. Then they can
regain their vitality. Such jivas, wandering through innumerable
universes and experiencing the miseries of innumerable species of life, have
become completely hopeless. They are only getting suffering, so many material
ills — bhava-roga. If such persons are fortunate, they will come to the
lotus feet of Sri Guru. That guru is like a physician,
sadhu-vaidya. He
knows the perfect and unfailing medicine to cure the material disease, bhava-roga.
He knows the cause of the jiva’s suffering. There is only one medicine,
the honey emanating from the lotus feet of Sri Guru — guru-pada-
padma-madhu. So, as the lotus allows the bumblebee whose
wings are torn by the thorns of the
ketaki flower to take shelter inside the
flower, similarly, the guru allows the disciple to take shelter at his lotus
feet. The guru-pada-padma, the lotus feet of Sri
Guru, gives such hopeless wandering souls shelter and allows them to suck honey,
whereby they regain their vitality. The suffering jiva gets nourishment
and life there. That is why we say, ‘sri-guru-carana-padma.’ The
lotus feet of Sri Guru are compared to a lotus, and not to anything else. This
phrase has great significance.
Transcendental Nature
saksad-dharitvena samasta-sastrair
uktas tatha bhavyata eva sadbhih
kintu prabhor
yah priya eva tasya
vande guroh sri-caranaravindam
"The spiritual master is honored as much as the Supreme Lord because he is the most confidential servitor of the Lord. This is acknowledged in all revealed scriptures and is followed by all authorities. Therefore I offer my respectful obeisances unto the lotus feet of my spiritual master, who is a bona fide representative of Sri Hari." (5)
Sri
Guru is saksad-dharitvena, he is as good as Lord Hari. He does not belong
to this material world. He belongs to the spiritual world, Krishna’s world. He
comes down here out of his causeless mercy, either voluntarily to deliver the
fallen souls or when the Lord sends him. Whether he comes here voluntarily or by
the will of the Lord, that guru-pada-padma descends here to shower his
mercy on the suffering conditioned souls who have been drowning in the dreadful
ocean of materialistic existence since time immemorial. That guru-pada-padma descends
and stays here in the material world. Someone may raise the question, “
This material world is illusory, mayika jagat.
The three modes of material nature are here, sattva, raja and tama —
goodness,
passion, and ignorance. If the guru comes and stays in this material world, will
he not be affected by those three modes? How can his transcendental nature
remain unaffected in this dreadful ocean of material existence?
How does he act here? This is very easy to
understand from the example of the lotus flower. The lotus flower lives in the
water, but it is not affected. It remains untouched. Similarly, although Sri
Guru comes here to this material world, he remains untouched. He is never
affected by the three modes of material nature. Therefore the feet of Sri Guru
are compared to a lotus. The bumblebee that comes to the lotus that is in the water and takes shelter inside that lotus
is also untouched by the water. Similarly, the fortunate soul who has taken
shelter at the lotus feet of Sri Guru will never be afraid of this material
world. Just as the lotus gives shelter to the bumblebee and protects him from
being touched by the water, so the disciple who takes shelter at the lotus feet
of Sri Guru will not be affected by the material nature. This is the lotus feet
of Sri Guru.
Intense Desire
Another
point is there. When the sun rises the lotus blossoms, and when the sun sets the
petals of the lotus close. Similarly, the petals of the guru-pada-padma
will open when it sees the intense desire and
crying in the heart of the suffering soul to go
back to Godhead and get Krishna. This crying for bhakti is like the
rising of the sun.
When the sun sets the petals of the lotus close. Similarly, a disciple who has developed an intense and burning desire in his heart has come to the guru and received shelter. But many times we see that later on that disciple loses his bhakti-vrtti, his devotional engagement. Because of committing some offense like nama- aparadha or vaisnava-aparadha he loses his bhakti-vrtti. His bhakti becomes shrunken and he does not carry out the orders of the guru or hear the guru’s message. He is avoiding or disobeying his guru. When the sun sets, the petals of the lotus close. Similarly, the guru disappears from the vision of that disciple.
Always Manifest
Of
course, for one who has made advancement and developed some taste for this
transcendental mellow, this is not applicable. It is only applicable to
neophytes who have not yet made much advancement and who have not developed any
taste for this mellow. If such a devotee commits some
aparadha and associates with offenders and
materialistic persons, if he does not do real sadhu-sanga, then the sun will never rise.
He will disobey the order of the guru and violate his instructions. The guru-pada-padma
will disappear from such a disciple who is acting according to his own whims.
This is not applicable for advanced devotees who have developed taste for this
transcendental mellow. They cannot leave it because it has become their life and
soul. They cannot survive without it. For such a disciple the guru-pada-padma
will never disappear. He is always with the guru and the guru is always with
him. In all conditions he is engaged in the loving service of guru-pada-padma.
He is a
nisthapara-bhakta, who has achieved at
least the minimum stage of nistha. For such a very advanced devotee
who has developed a taste — meaning he has come to the minimum stage of nistha, or beyond that like
ruci,
asakti or
bhava — for him there is no question of
disappearance of the guru. He is with guru. The guru never disappears from him. He always
sees and realizes the presence of his guru. For that bhakta the guru is
always manifest, the guru will never leave him. But for one who has not achieved
the stage of nistha the apprehension is there that if
he commits some aparadha or violates the guru’s
instructions the guru may disappear from his vision. That means the sun will set
and the petals of the lotus will close.
Crying is Required
The sisya or sadhaka should always cry for guru-krpa, the causeless mercy of the guru. Unless you cry for it you cannot get it. Nobody can get that mercy without crying. For example, when the child cries, the mother runs, thinking, “Oh, my child is crying.” The child cannot be pacified by anything without the mother’s presence. Because she is engaged in performing household duties the mother may give the child a toy or a doll to play with, but the child will throw down that toy or doll and cry and cry. So unless you cry, how can you get that mercy? This crying is required — karuna na hoile, kandiya kandiya, prana na rakhibo ara. Therefore we sing this song. We must cry and cry for the mercy of guru. Unless you cry how can you get it? Those who have cried have received the mercy.
gurudeva!
krpa-bindu
diya, koro’ ei dase, trnapekha ati hina
sakala-sahane, bolo diya koro nija mane sprha-hina
sakale
samman, korite sakati, deho’ natha! jathajatha
tabe to’ gaibo, harinama-sukhe,
aparadha ha’be hata
kabe
heno krpa, lobhiya e jana, krtartha hoibe, natha!
sakti-buddhi-hin, ami ati din, koro’ more atma-satha
jogyata-vicare,
kichu nahi pai, tomara karuna sara
karuna na hoile, kandiya kandiya, prana na rakhibo ara
"Gurudeva! By a drop of your mercy make this servant of yours more humble than a blade of grass. Give me strength to bear all trials and troubles, and free me from all desires for personal honor.
O lord and master! Invest me with the power to properly honor all living beings. Only then will I sing the holy name in great ecstasy and will all my offenses cease.
O lord and master! When will this person be blessed by obtaining your mercy? I am low, fallen, and devoid of all strength and intelligence. Please make me your beloved servant.
When I examine myself, I find nothing of good value. Your mercy is therefore essential to me. If you are not merciful, I will constantly weep, and I will not maintain my life any longer." (6)
This
is our prayer. This weeping or crying is required. Unless the child cries the
mother will not run and the child cannot get the mother’s breast. Similarly,
unless you cry how can you get the darsana
of Sri Guru?
When
the child cries the mother runs to him. Similarly, although the guru may be in
some other part of the world, when the disciple cries the guru runs there.
Sri Guru is karuna-maya, he is
causelessly merciful. Thus whether he is manifest or unmanifest he gives darsana
to his disciple. He may also come in a dream to give his darsana. This
guru-tattva is nitya-tattva — an
eternal transcendental tattva. It is eternally prakata, manifest.
It is not aprakata, unmanifest. There is no question of guru-tattva
becoming unmanifest. This sri-guru-carana is inconceivable. It
cannot be understood through one’s material knowledge, intelligence, or merit.
References
1) Sri Guru Vandana from Srila Narottam
Das Thakur's Prema-bhakti-candrika.
2) Cc. madhya 19.151.
3) Gautamiya Tantra.
4) Vaisnava Vijnapti
from Prarthana.
5) Srila Viswanath Chakravarti Thakur, Gurv-astaka, verse 7.
6) Srila Bhaktivinode Thakur, Saranagati.